the kick off =)

yes, yes, yes, yes, YES! it's here =D THE WEEKEND, YAYUHHHHHH!

ahhhh i'm so juiced! hopefully everything goes as planned. but before i babble about this weekend, school update - went to speech class this morning, prettttty crackin i have to say. jay, dale, his girl, and some other people are in the class, and the teacher is way the opposite of boring. she's kinda intimidating though, like you can tell she majored in public speaking and talking in general from the way she spoke and carried herself, eeek. it was fun though, did a couple activites with the class and got to know everybody. i felt like i was in highschool again for a minute hahaa. after that, got my books. $320 about? it wasn't as bad i thought it would be. well sonny helped me alot cause he sold me his bio book from last year, which saved me a good 80 bucks. thank you sonnayyy! after that, went back to vallejo and got some buds burger with jay, then got fattened up at my house =)

but enough with that, let's talk about today and the next few days! probably start this whole thing off around 5 later when we "leave for reno", but in reality go to francis' house =X. gotta chill there till around 8, then go to the mall to buy something to wear for the club tonight + pick up britt from her work. after that, off to FUZ where we're celebrating emelene's 21st birthday, happpppppy birthday once again behhb! it'll be fun, like always. i'll make sure its fun ;) THEN we'll probably end the night back at emelene's house, wake up helllllla early, then REALLY leave for reno. from there i'm pretty sure it'll be an avalanche of funnstuff =) leo, em's cousin, has a lot of things planned when we get out there so i'm sure it'll be a good road trip. hopefully the drive up there won't be bad, PLEASE no snowstorms or freakin' tornadoes. gotta leave sunday morning though cause i have work sunday evening. GAHH, so much things to do, so little time. i'm hella excited though, no lie. gotta pack my shit, take a shower, then BOUNCE!

things to bring:

1. underwear
2. wifebeaters
3. v-necks
4. 2 pairs of jeans
5. 2 shirts
6. long sleeves just in case its cold
7. sweats and a sweater
8. jackets
9. shoes
10. socks
    
11. gloves
12. toothbrush
13. toothpaste
14. face wash
15. towel
16. smell goooods
17. money/credit/debit
18. phone + phone charger

i think that's it? if i forget something i'm sure i'll find something along the way to help me out. laterrrrrrr.

bitches.

biology schmology.

gahhhh, school ended pretty CRAPPY. found out that i'm not even forsure in the bio class that i hella signed up for helllllllllllla early cus i didn't sign up for the lab, what the eff. thats the same with a lot of other kids in the class, cause i did not know that we were supposed to sign up for both. i figured if we made it into the lecture class, that means we have a spot in the lab. but it turns out that it works differently. the stupid thing is, there's some people who are signed up for the lab but aren't in the class, which to me doesn't make sense. shouldn't the people who get into the class have garaunteed spot for lab? gahhh so stupid. if i don't get into this class that means my whole plan for the next two years could shift another semester, something i'm reeeeeeally hoping doesn't happen. i'm just gonna go to the labs on monday and thursday and hopefully they put me in, cause i think all the days are waitlisted. stupid bio.

crap.

i am forever late.

so today was the first day of school, woot wooooot =) i was hella excited, woke up around 6:46, called jay to make sure he was awake, to MAKE SURE WE WOULDN'T BE late. BUT like always, we were late. not even just a little late, hellllllla late to the first day of school, again. this happened to me last year, and i'm guessing this'll always happen to me again, forever. here's how my morning went.



got up, made my little protein shake thangg then heated up some chicken bake. got dressed, grabbed all my crap then left my house to get jay at like 7:15. everything was going as planned, so far so freakin good. BUT, while i was waiting out front in jays house, i hella remembered that i forgot to print out my schedule, so i didn't know what room number my english class was at! hella stupid right? so i called jay, ran in his house and tried using his iTouch to pull up my schedule but it didn't work, so we had to wait for his laptop to load which took more than enough time. anyways, i looked up my schedule, read that my room number was 1638, then went to the car and left around 7:40. we got to the highway, hella effin traffic that made us get to school at like 8:15, and our classes started at 8:00 asdf;lkj crap! it was all good though, we were at school so all i had to do was go to class and relax, right? WRONGWRONGWRONGWRONGWRONG! i go to room 1638 only to find this one dude in there who didn't even know how to speak english lasdf;j;laksjf;lkj. i was like, wtfwtfwtf?!?!! so i ran to the library to double check my class which took another 5 minutes, looked up my shit, and found that the room number was 1637. FREAKIN 1637! i felt sooo dumb at this point, running back to the classroom next to the one i first walked into. to make me feel even MORE of a dumbass, i walked in while the teacher was talking about tardies and absences, hella looking at me while i walked in. gahhh this happened last year too! at this point i wanted to kill myself, or something =/

but from there, everything got better. i sat behind donnelyn and found that hella people i knew were taking the class, MJ, ant, kristin, and jenilla. got out of there in like 20 minutes early, so now i have hella time to kill till bio. i'm waiting with drewsi, dale, and his girl in the computer lab room until jay gets out of his music class. pretty exciting first day, yeah?

things to do though, buy books which i estimated to come up to about $450 and eat out somewhere cus i'm freakin' hungry. i'm pretty juiced that school started. i'm looking forward to a good year though, hopefully i'll be able to balance everything. hopefully this excitement'll last more than just the first week of school so i do better than last semester. time to get back to school mode. well, after this weekend since the first days of class doesn't really count =) wish me luck!

leonard.

my boobs are sore =/

asdf;lkj! my whole upper body is ACHING, yeeouch. it feels good though, well not like "feels good" feel good, but good as in i feel i'm getting my moneys worth for the gym and i'm actually getting somewhere, i think. BUT TELL ME WHY yesterday i weighed myself, and i dropped to 134 when all i've been doing is eating hella meat and eating/drinking these protein stuffs? britt and auntie rem said i should probably slow down on all the cardio stuff and just focus on eating and lifting cause i'm already skinny as fuck. i think i'm gonna do that from now on =) sounds like a plan, mhmmm!

today i was SUPPOSE to go to class for the first time in 2349872 weeks. i decided to drop the class though cause i didn't want such a heavy load this semester. it was the "intermediate voice" class, so it was a hard decision for me to make whether to take it or not but with the schedule i have with work and the other classes, taking that class, which doesn't even count as being transferrable, would just add more stress to my days. so that means no voice classes this semester =/ its okay though! that means i can just practice kareoking more, heyyyyyyy! OH and choir practice with reah, her fambam, and the other church choir members. other than that, today i have work at matsuri's. i thought we were gonna work out this morning, but i hella just woke up and i'm guessing my gym partners are sleeping still too hahh. so now i think i'm gonna cook some eggs and eat the leftover chicken from yesterday, followed by that nasty ass protein shake and protein bar, yummmy.

as for the rest of the week, school officially starts tomorrow. my classes look like this:

MONDAYS: GUITAR CLASS =D
TUESDAYS: ENGLISH, BIO, HUMAN DEV.
THURSDAYS: ENGLISH, BIO, BIO LAB
FRIDAYS: SPEECH

hopefully my teachers are dope. i KINDA looked at ratemyproffessor.com (which actually helps) to pick out which classes i would take, but i think it worked for me better last semester. i'm excited to start though. me and jay went school supply shopping the other day, bought some ballin' ass school materials hahahahaa. watch out!

BUT THE REAL EXCITEMENT GOIN ON IS RENO THIS WEEKEND FOR EMELENES BIRTHDAY BASH THINGY THANG!!!!! i'm hellllllla excited. road trip with friends is the shits <3 as of now its me, britt, em, boo, des, juice, and i think eric? idk i need to call him sometime this week, but its bout to be craaaaaaaacckin! my parentals are letting me drive my car which is a complete surprise, so i think this'll be the farthest trip for my baby. i'm juiced though, definitely looking forward to this weekend.

other than that, i think that was a good update for you guys, if there's anyone even reading this hahh. its okay, i'm reading it, and that's all that matters. okay, time for me to eat and feel fat! have a good day and be happy! =D

always and fornever, leonard.

this one's for you,

just so you know.
why are you still here? what the fuck.

no matter how much i try to get you out of my mind and my feelings, out of my ENTIRE being, there is always that tiny little speck in the back of my head where you stay posted, what the fuck.

its weird. no scratch that, its a freaking FREAK SHOW, seriously. it's like, you shouldn't be here anymore, it's over. i'm over it, you're over it, the whole world is over it. BUT i guess even with our own lives playing it's own show and the different paths we're taking, it's come to my realization that... i don't think you'll ever disappear, which strangely enough i'm happy knowing that, yet hopeful that you would just vanish off the face of the earth, all at the same time.

you tear me apart towards good and bad, happy and sad, love and hate, SO BASICALLY to the extremes of both sides of the spectrum. i think that's the reason why you've left a mark so deep cause i learned all this shit, the good and the bad of both worlds. you make me the happiest person at one time, but make me wanna strangle you the next. it's been like that, ever since the very beginning, and even now it's still the same.

it doesn't phase as much anymore. in fact, i don't think it bothers me at all. it's just the thought that remains about us that seems to stick with me and comes up in my mind from time to time, once in a blue moon i guess you can say. just the thought of everything you know? it's awkward, definitely, but i don't think i'd want it any other way.

so this is to you, my thoughts about you, dedicated for you - i just had to put it out there. no matter where we end up i have a feeling that you'll always be somewhere in my mind, probably the last nerve in the very VERY back, but there nonetheless. its good to know that, cause i think you deserve to be a part of me no matter what i say to you or to other people about you, or the shit we put each other through, cause i feel that i owe that to you. so, with that said, i love and hate with all my heart and guts, forever and ever.

thanks <3

hi, i'm the new guy =D

SO, i guess this is the part where i introduce myself to the world, not that anyone cares or anything.. BUT hey, i got some free time and a lot i can blabber about so what the hell, might as well make one of these bad bitches, bitches!

anywayys, i'm leonard. the new guy on the "blog block street", whatevahh. hmmm i guess we can start off by getting the boring stuff out of the way? just a little background information thing, whether you know me already or not.

LEONARD MENDOZA AS OF RIGHT NOW: 18, a college boy working two jobs but STILL broke due to unnecessary spending with my fellow broke people, but happy nonetheless. single and sorta-kinda looking, definitely not killing myself trying to find a partner at the moment. i'm a short guy, 5'5" last time i checked? 138.3 pounds, checked it at the gym earlier today so its pretty accurate. OH YEAH, i'm starting this new "gym" thing, which is actually pretty fun, or even like... HELLA fun. nothing big, just trying to get back in shape for you guys ;) hmm let's see, what else. i pretty much started off this new year with a new mentally, fresh and ready to show the world what i've got. scratched off the negative shit off my list and i'm planning on writing positive novels this year, trust me. so yes, i think this was a good start yeah? sorry if i seem kinda noob. this'll probably be the boringest blog i'll ever write so if you thought this was good, there's seriously something wrong with you =P. i'll get use to this after a couple of times me sitting here and thinking what the heck to write. and i'm pretty random when it comes to thoughts so sorry if i talk about one thing then jump to another. ariiight, i guess this is the part when i say goodbye and i'll ttyl? yeah i think it is.

GOODBYE AND TTYL!

things coming up:

1. school asdf;lkj
2. reno trip =D
   
3. work blehhh