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AMAAAAZING. i'm feeling pretty damn good about things right now. soooo much stuff goin on in my life, and i'm lovin it. let's see, school started again today and i'm sooo glad that i had that week of spring break to get myself together. a few kick backs here and there, but majority of the time i was having a lot of "me" time, thinking about things and how things should be, and now i'm back on track doin it gooooooood =) started school off hella dope, 97 on my last bio exam and i'm pretty sure did good on my lab practical, and i just now finished my english essay. let's start this second half the semester good, yeah? YEAH!


so some new things in my life. met up with nay nay last thursday to listen to some beats she composed and we had a writing session for a good 5 hours. just sat, listened to her pieces and i wrote whatever came to me. worked on this one song, got 2 verses and the chorus to it, but it's definitely not close to finished or anything like that. just playing around with things and getting used to just listening and writing. it's really cool, got me all excited when we tried putting stuff together. she made me a CD of some beats that i listen to when i drive, and i sing about whatever i see to myself hahahhaa hella funny. i come up with some good stuff though, kind of =) practice makes perfect!

things this week:

• school tomorrow, then choir practice <3
  
• work wednesday, levi's in the morning then matsuri for dinner
• thursday, school then take francis to san jo. possibly visit vanilla white chocolate strawberry =)))
• friday speech class, then work (on call). then cotti practice i think? then JBHS exhibition.
• saturday, NCBA champs all day probably. maybe stay in stockton afterwards?
• sunday, church. solo for choir, eeeeeeek! then work at matsuri for dinner

busy schedule, but i got the hang of it. in between all that i'm planning on going to the gym, anyone wanna join? OH and hang out with people i haven't seen in a while... call meeeee =)



P.S. my birthday is coming up!!! =D get me something good yeahhhhh?



woot woot, later gaters.

thankyou,

break. i really needed you.
good days ahead!

- happyleonard.

P.S. you, you, you, and yes. even you - call me. let's grab some starbucks and do something spontaneous, yeah? YEAH.

home stretch, baby.

one more day. just one more day until i get a break that i can say i reaaaaally need and deserve. i'm amazed at myself for lasting this past week with all the shit, shit, and more shit i had to do and get done before spring break. working 12 hour days at levi's and matsuri's, stories of war and thematic issues it has on an individual, cramming cell structure + cellular respiration + ATP crap into my brain, developmental stages in young adolescence and childhood, preparing a presentation on childhood obesity, and recently added - a song i need to learn for a solo for mass on sunday, i feel pretty damn accomplished for what i've done so far. i guess you can say this was a taste of what real work is, learning how to really manage your time with school and work, slipping in a nap or two, and still have time to grab a snack and hit the gym in between all of that. it's been tough, but it's coming to an end, FINALLY. a short break in this long career i'm pursuing. i feel like i'm ready though, for anything. but this isn't the first time i've said that, and i know it won't be the last. i've realized i've only hit the surface. this is only my first year - well, not even my whole first year of junior college and i'm just now realizing, like reeeeeally realizing that i have A LOT ahead of me. i'm not afraid though, nor am i overly confident. i'm just gonna keep doing what i'm doing, pushing myself when i need to and challenging myself, finding out what i'm capable of doing with my head held up and eyes forward on the prize that i'm striving for, with a mindset that nothing is impossible. it's tough and it'll continue to be tough, but no one ever said life was easy. it's all a learning experience, you learn everyday about yourself that sometime surprises you. it's all just a part of life, and it's a beautiful thing.

"You live and you learn."

- L.

FML.

it's just too natural with me and who i am =/ maybe its something that shouldn't be changed or tried to be changed if it comes so natural. i guess it's all a part of me learning about myself and how i really handle things in life, what works and what doesn't. i can never hold something against you or in fact, with anybody. i'm too nice. that's how it's always been, and with what i've come to realize, at least for now, that's how it'll always be..

Fuck My Life, just a little bit.

game face time >=(

yikes, mid terms. got heeeeeeeeeeecka crap to do this week and next week before spring break. i think i got it though, i think =/ idk, i'll let you know how that goes. but man oh man, i'm super sore as fooock. gym time this week is peakin', getting everything into shape for that tahitian dance stuff, thanks reah =P about to go again tonight i think with brittbrat, then go home and do as much work as i can do so i have less to cram in next week, and so that i'm KINDA more free this weekend to enjoy it. fuz tomorrow, then vallejo comp on saturday. pretty excited for that. probably the most excitement i'll see these upcoming days. BUT, other than that i'm lovin how things are right now minus boring school and work, sometimes. i'm "smooth sailing in 4th gear" as dale would say =) to keep this short cause i got thaaaangs to do, this week i gotta hustle with school and end this first half of the semester with a bang. i think i'm doing pretty good though, A's and B's from what i remember, I HOPE. so if it seems like i've fallin' off the side of the earth this upcoming week, i didn't. i'm just at home being a boring college student. BUUUUUUUT after these stupid midterms, its on - say hellllllllllo to spring break =DDDD holla holla holla!

"You never know what you've really got till it's gone - whether it was a mistake that you let it go, or a good thing that you lost it."

overandout.

spring is here,

and life is pretty damn grand. fast paced, crazy at times, but good overall. nothing really new, same old stuff - work & school + parties here and there. can't wait till spring break! =) nothing planned concretely, but i know something will happen. parties forsure. but road trip maybe? early birthday bashhh with audrey?!? idk, sucks that it's only a week cus i probably would've been going forsure to SB with fyu, but idk anymore since the trip is planned for the first week of april. we'll see. damn, i'm almost 19... BORING. i'm pretty tired so i'm gonna keep this one short. not very much details about things, but just know i'm doing good and on top of thaaaaangs, like always =P

skadooooodles.



*note to self. TRY TO SAVE YOUR MONEY BITCH, GEEEEEEEEEEEZE!
things to pay off/save for - 1. dale, 2. snow gear for next year, 3. spring/summer clothing, 4. just to have extra $$$.