never thought i'd see the day

WOW. i'm never the type to start shit, nor am i one to get myself into pointless drama. all i have to say is i didn't do shit. honestly, i don't even know how it got to this, like what the fuck started all this? haha foreall, can somebody tell me what's wrong cus this shit came out of nowhere for me real talk. all i know is i'm playin my cards cause you threw them at me. it's all whatever to me, i don't even know what happened.

<3

easter, already?!

hahaha damn, haven't B-L-O-G-G-E-D in years! two weeks almost? thats pretty long. hmm but let's see, some things that i guess i need to update you guys on . first let's get the same old boring stuff out of the wway, work and school. schools been ariight, getting good results from all my classes! i got the highest grade on my last speech, wooot wooooooot, and i'm feelin good about the papers and tests i've been turning in. BUT i hella have to start on this food diary thang and study for my human development test on tuesday. bout to get on that after this. AND i have to start research for my next speech on sex education in schools asdf;lkjjjf. whatevvs, aside from school, works been pretty fun. at levi's sherell made me in charge of all the visual stuff (mannikens [sorry i can't spell] and how the store looks) and matsuri has been getting a lot better as far as me picking up the speed. so hurrayyy for school and work! hella on top of my shitt.

other things coming up, my muthhhhafudgin birthday is in a couple hours, beootch! yayyyyyy! hella have nothing planned though, but tomorrow my momma and daddy wanna have a little barbecue dinner thing with the family, so there's a small thing but idk what else i'm gonna do? kick back?! dinners?!? partyyy!?!??! idk, maybe i'll just be boring this year and not have anything. who knows though, maybe something'll go down. i'll update you guys if there is =)

let's see what else, choirs been good. had a couple solos this past week since it is holy week and today's mass was very enlightening. the choir looked supper saucy in white though hahaaha cute. practice this thursday at auntie amy's house, looking forward to that.

annd other than that, that's pretty much it. OH YEAH, hella on twitter and twilight now thats to britt, boo, and em. i love you guys =) ooo daddddddddddddy hahaha

and i think that's pretty much it? yeahh, that's it.

have a good day!

P.S. oh yeahh, hella forgot about YOU. i miss youu punk =P mmmuahs.

aries baby.

AMAAAAZING. i'm feeling pretty damn good about things right now. soooo much stuff goin on in my life, and i'm lovin it. let's see, school started again today and i'm sooo glad that i had that week of spring break to get myself together. a few kick backs here and there, but majority of the time i was having a lot of "me" time, thinking about things and how things should be, and now i'm back on track doin it gooooooood =) started school off hella dope, 97 on my last bio exam and i'm pretty sure did good on my lab practical, and i just now finished my english essay. let's start this second half the semester good, yeah? YEAH!


so some new things in my life. met up with nay nay last thursday to listen to some beats she composed and we had a writing session for a good 5 hours. just sat, listened to her pieces and i wrote whatever came to me. worked on this one song, got 2 verses and the chorus to it, but it's definitely not close to finished or anything like that. just playing around with things and getting used to just listening and writing. it's really cool, got me all excited when we tried putting stuff together. she made me a CD of some beats that i listen to when i drive, and i sing about whatever i see to myself hahahhaa hella funny. i come up with some good stuff though, kind of =) practice makes perfect!

things this week:

• school tomorrow, then choir practice <3
  
• work wednesday, levi's in the morning then matsuri for dinner
• thursday, school then take francis to san jo. possibly visit vanilla white chocolate strawberry =)))
• friday speech class, then work (on call). then cotti practice i think? then JBHS exhibition.
• saturday, NCBA champs all day probably. maybe stay in stockton afterwards?
• sunday, church. solo for choir, eeeeeeek! then work at matsuri for dinner

busy schedule, but i got the hang of it. in between all that i'm planning on going to the gym, anyone wanna join? OH and hang out with people i haven't seen in a while... call meeeee =)



P.S. my birthday is coming up!!! =D get me something good yeahhhhh?



woot woot, later gaters.

thankyou,

break. i really needed you.
good days ahead!

- happyleonard.

P.S. you, you, you, and yes. even you - call me. let's grab some starbucks and do something spontaneous, yeah? YEAH.

home stretch, baby.

one more day. just one more day until i get a break that i can say i reaaaaally need and deserve. i'm amazed at myself for lasting this past week with all the shit, shit, and more shit i had to do and get done before spring break. working 12 hour days at levi's and matsuri's, stories of war and thematic issues it has on an individual, cramming cell structure + cellular respiration + ATP crap into my brain, developmental stages in young adolescence and childhood, preparing a presentation on childhood obesity, and recently added - a song i need to learn for a solo for mass on sunday, i feel pretty damn accomplished for what i've done so far. i guess you can say this was a taste of what real work is, learning how to really manage your time with school and work, slipping in a nap or two, and still have time to grab a snack and hit the gym in between all of that. it's been tough, but it's coming to an end, FINALLY. a short break in this long career i'm pursuing. i feel like i'm ready though, for anything. but this isn't the first time i've said that, and i know it won't be the last. i've realized i've only hit the surface. this is only my first year - well, not even my whole first year of junior college and i'm just now realizing, like reeeeeally realizing that i have A LOT ahead of me. i'm not afraid though, nor am i overly confident. i'm just gonna keep doing what i'm doing, pushing myself when i need to and challenging myself, finding out what i'm capable of doing with my head held up and eyes forward on the prize that i'm striving for, with a mindset that nothing is impossible. it's tough and it'll continue to be tough, but no one ever said life was easy. it's all a learning experience, you learn everyday about yourself that sometime surprises you. it's all just a part of life, and it's a beautiful thing.

"You live and you learn."

- L.